La vie est un voyage ; J'aime u

Counsellin or Bullshittin

It wasn't a gd way of starting the day. To gather the class in Learning Centre, explaining the rational of locking up Kai Wei and her problems in a simplified way.

However, the speech made by the principal this morning was terribled. he exaggerated the situation. He's trying to scared the kids. We knew, we knew... we were angry too.

Their speeches of advices for us, lectures held for us, endless interuptions during classes... all these were because of Kai Wei and not too long ago, Yean choi. We received talks from P, VP, Guidance Officer, Mrs Kua n so on... What a combo.

It's a sch crisis to actually have this problem. Nonetheless, these problems doesnt come from school, it consists of family factor and social factor. We understood how hard the school is trying to ensure everyone in the school is safe and hopefully minimize the no. of affected student. *bullshit* That's ya problem.

All I wanted now is to concentrate in my studies. I want to give my best shot, excel in O's n going to somewhere I longed for. This day shall not be long.

I enjoyed today's peer tutoring lesson. I find it to be really fun. I really like studying nowadays. We (Wei Ling n I) saw Serena gay fren. He looked like Xue Pin. So sissy. haha...

*neelej* msged me today. He knew am better so he asked abt somethng esle instead. How thoughtful. Whatever. This guy getting lazier or more tired due to his tough trng. Which ever the case is, hope he's doing well in his academic n sports!

[ overcoming my obstacles is difficult, resisting pressure is tough, what I shld hv is determination, to conquer it 1 by 1. ]

p.s. shldnt thkn too much abt frenship. Lurve ya frenz

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Friday, July 23, 2004

Cold-Hearted Day

It's the 3rd day of Yean Choi death. Many of us are recovering from this sudden news. Yuan Ee was unable to handle this emotional stress. At last, she burst into tears. I felt like saying,"girl, move on..." but i can't. she was surrounded.

The next episode, focus on Kai Wei. She was totally devastated. SHe was locked up in the General Office with Hannah, Mrs Ram, Mrs Kua and others. It was horrifying. Kai Wei shaked the doors madly. We (Josephine, Yet Wei n I) were kept a distance away from the G.O. We forced to do that, so that we don't place false hope on her.

We were angry but it's beyond our control. I felt cold hearted towards this. I knew it's for her own good. But it's out of my reach to speak to her.

Yet Wei was under stressed too. We (Sandra, Alex, Wei Ling n I) decided to get her out to relax. We even took a couple of neoprints. It was fun throughtout the whole event. Especially after all these overwhelming stuffs going on lately in school.

I believed everyone, the teachers, 4/7 n 4/8 were exhausted of all these things. THose who don't feel the same are basically worst than me. THey are not sensitive to others feelings. Other than that, I rather keep it to myself. I truly cant feel anything much today. I felt lost and alone. I may need a break away from my fren.

To handle my personal emotions, than venting on others!!!!

*neelej* called but I was having dinner. It was thoughtful of him to call up and check on me again. We msged each other, I really thanks him for showering me all the care and concern I needed. At the right place during the right time.

[ The brightest starz shining tonight, must be u ,YC ]

p.s. don't why, Greenie can't seem to understand my thoughts. Cherie really hurts my feeling ytd. I wasnt harsh but was disappointed in her

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Thursday, July 22, 2004

First Day W/O Her

First Day w/o Her
overview: trying to be strong. Life moves on...

It's the 1st day, I knew she wasnt there anymore. Suddenly memories of her flashed into my mind. I cant stop thinking of her.

What I remember of her today:
- She helped Jeslyn with her BGR problems
- She was there when I cried in class. (twice)
- She offered me tissues and comforted me.
- She never failed to smile at us.
- We went to career fair together.
- We do our project work together
- We went to her house to prepare a music project.
- She was helpful n sweet.
- She didnt complaint at all...

Today, on the way to EL band, I saw the EL band she used to be, there was an empty seat. I walked this same corridor she used to every now and then. I saw her classroom, I remb how often I saw her go pass this door with Cindy.

Most of us are trying to be happier, but it seem so hard to pretend. I knew many of them can tell from our expression. We were devastated. Our eyes swollen...

Jun Rong told me. Thru her story, he learnt 4 thngs: Face it, Accept it, Overcome it and Letting go.

He was right, life has to move on, no matter how difficult ya life faces.

* i thank *neelej* for making the effort to call me up last nite, at least twice to check out i was fine. Thanks for hanging on with me. THanks for my frenz who feeling exactly like me. Let's go thru this together.*

[ Juz wanna u to be back, alive and happier. ]

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Mournin fer u...

I was sick so I took a MC today. A news from a msg to my hp that going to change my life from that moment on.

My frenz, my (ex) classmate, has fell to her death ytd. I was shocked. It was unexpectable. It has been confirmed, it's a suicide case.

Lai Yean Choi, a new girl in class 2/10 (Jul 2002 onwards). A girl who managed to promote to express from NA. It's her 1st year in unity, she was from Malaysia. A soft spoken, sociable, caring and not to memtion sweet and attractive. The 1st time I met her, she was my seating partner. She's very good in CHINESE, and top the level.

THe 1st place we met for project work was CCK MRT Ctrl Station. Fancy I was late fer the 1st time. Yean Choi was patient. She waited fer an hr, no complaints. There was once a conflict, started by Kah Yin, Janet & Yean Choi cried b'coz Yean Choi topped the class in CHinese. Kah Yin was out to disturb and stir emotion in them.

Yean Choi told us, she came us b'coz her father wanted them to receive better education in conducive enivironment. He want them to realize them there's future here. Malaysia was too much of gangster for them. WE accepted her, we were friends, we chatted n we have laughters.

Finally, it's the end of sec 2, she made it to triple sci and she was close to Cindy. WE been hearing abt them.. since 2002 EOY Exam. they were close, they hang out... We knew she has changed... mixed with bad company.. but.. why... do she have to leave us THAT WAY.

it's TOO MUCH for us. All of us were so close together... even we went seperate ways. we are still friends. But why do u chose to leave us in tears? Isn't there anything worth living for? WE are here for you always. Once a fren forever a friend. It's never going to be undone. Your DEATH has scarred us, deep down in our heart. WE never going to see each other again.

There's so much thng left undone. There's so much words we yet to say. THere's so much thng we yet to show that we CARE! Why didn't u cherish us... give us just one more chance. did u THNK for us? What drives u to the extreme?

Do u know somethng? I used to thnk I wasnt committed in a friendship. I thot I wun care at all. But today, I cried for u. Will u ever realize that those who seem so distance from u, do care! WE do... but why? U left us so suddenly. You caught us unprepared.

To Yean Choi:

We always care, love and we accepted for who you are. You left us in a hurry. We respect your wish for doing it so. We forgive you for leaving us like that. you will always be remembered in our heart. Time will never crease u from our mind. You has changed our life, and loved us in return. On this day, we mourned for ya peace.

From Jamie.

*thanks Wei Ling & *neelej* for trying to cheer me up.*

[ Life's fragile and unpredictable. Once our live is scarred, it's never going to be the same. ]

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Monday, July 19, 2004

First (viewed) NCC Day Parade

All of the sudden, I feel like crying. The cries of happiness n regret. Why didnt I try to know them better? Go out often? It's coming to an end of my 4yrs, I doubt I will be able to leave this beautiful memories behind. For the next few mths, I will be striving for my Prelim, as well as O's. I really cant bear to leave NCC.

by the time we (CLT Kahirul, CLT Hazmi, Aein n Hui Ru) reached SAFTI-MI the parade has just started. We walked around the place whicheva our foots bring us to. I saw many of my friends n we took a few photos.

Friends I saw:
St Gab: CLT Bertram, SSG Mirza
Betty: MSG Aisha, SSG Chloe, CLT Rena
S/P: SCLT Ying Yi
ITE Clementi: CLT Angie, SCLT Tham
Zheng Hua: SSG Haz
Riverside: MSG Azim
K.C.: SSG Xiu Juan, SSG Eunice, 1SGT Li Ying, SSG Ching Lin, 1SGT Ting Xi
Maris Stella: 1SGT Xuan Sheng, SGT Jeremy, SGT Kiong
ACS Barker: SGT Lloyd, MSG Xin Ren
AES: SSG Teck Lu, MSG Xue Pin
Canberra: SGT Berdine, SGT Shi Min
Northview: SSG Huda, SSG Shamimi, 1SGT Idan, SGT & above: Adi, Henry, Erwin, Sahibul more!!!!
Others: CLT Taufiq, CLT Hui Xia, 1SGT Yvonne (RGS), 2SGT Chloe (SGCS), 2LT Warren, WO Thomas,

I will always remb that in my life, there are many ppl other den those i remb n listed above. They will always be part of my life. I lurve them all, I lurve NCC, I cant live my life w/o it. It has taugh me value lesson other than Leadership.

today, *neelej* seem to face some problem in the competition. Hope everythng going fine den. I miz him but I realize, I may not like him @ all. I thnk Time shall prove it all.

[ Future might lead us nowhere, Time may fade away our memories. But lets fate decide our destiny. ]

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

Hogwarts Sch of Angels of Devils

Univeristy: Hogwarts School of Angels of Devils
Principal: Dr Sandra
Professor (OIC): Pro. Jamie
Discipline Mistress: Pro. Yet Wei
Top Students: Hui Yu & Wei Ling

Targeting pontential professor/s: Cheng Wei, Wei Sin (aka Chan Chan), Maureen, Hannah, Cherie, Kah Ying & Angel

Targeting talented student/s: Andrea, Hui Shan, Cai Yu, Karen, Tricia, Keh Luh, Jia Jia .....

Subjects offered:
(MAJOR) / (Prof.)
Freezology - Jamie
Suanology - Cheng Wei (subj to change)
Lamerology - Cheng Wei (subj to change)
Hornieology - Sandra (subj to change)

Double degree honor:
physicology and psychology - Jamie

Sciences:
Mental Medical Sciences - Yet Wei

Maths:
Pokenomix Maths - Maureen (subj to change)

Lang.:
ChompChomp English (aka JiaO Wei) - Hannah (subj to change)

Business:
Crazy Biz - Wei Sin (subj to change)

Elective:
Bitchieology (personal grooming) - Cherie

CCA offered:
Crapz & lamers Society

Attachment (Complusory)
Well established CO. - JaM dE brAin INC.

CEO: Pro. Jamie
Board of Director: Dr Sandra, Pro. Yet Wei ....

*neelej*? Well... let's take a break away from him. He's hving competition tmlz. *stress* Wish all the luck in the world is with him tmlz.

[ I believe in you, you shld hv faith in me. For I will not lie to u ]

p.s. Yet Wei, Sandra & Wei Ling lurve me muchie

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Friday, July 16, 2004

Our Future Plans

I was caught in a dilemma whether I shld go geography remedial or physics remedial. Anyway, I chose physics. It wasnt that bad after all. Initially, Sandra, Yet Wei, Wei Ling and I planned to go for movie todae. However, there was a change of plan.

there were lots of changes but it didn't really spoil our day so wad for bother abt missing the movie n pasta fer once. Life has more to offer other than going out together.

THe lessons of the day was... I shld not say boring. It's a more relax pace for revision. I thnk the teachers are trying not to stress us. Well, I really appreciate that effort. It still have to depend individual.

Altho' we mizz the movie and pasta, we went to foodcourt for dinner. Wad more can I say? It was a FUN dinner together. We cracked lots of jokes, like we never b4. Food? well, it wasnt that bad. we started a brainstorming session after we are done with our proper meal.

These are the results we got (using physics theory: half life)
10yrs later - Overseas Trip to Finland
5Yrs later - Overseas Trip to TaiWan
2.5Yrs later - Overseas Trip to Bintan, Malaysia
1.75Yrs later - Local Trip to Clubbing
0.875Yrs later - Local Trip to Chalet
0.4375Yrs later - Local Trip to Shopping Malls fer Clothes
0.21875Yrs later - Local MAJOR Examinations: O LVL

Throughtout the session, we thot of the possible events to organise, jokes about why shldnt go this and there. It was so much fun.

what so irritating of the day was i received an annoymous call AGAIN. It's the *countless* times of the yr. All thanks to some itch hands bitch or bastard who wrote my contacts along with SEXUAL content in a public place. I hate them! Those who called or msg me, shld get a life!

Oh ya, Wei Ling told us that his brother knew we called him. He was smiling cause he's unsure if it was us. To avoid any embarassment, he smiled at us. She also told us, the girl beisde him has a crush on him. It was so funny. I cant imagine man. Wei Ling doesnt like her at all, sry girl u outta the game. She failed her personal connection. Haha... after Wei Ling told us abt this girl, Grace, I feel like knowing her better together with Wei Jie.

Maybe one day, we can have bowling with him, yet wei, sandra, weiling and GRACE! haha... *neelej* said my 8310 went crazy bcoz it got a crazy owner like me. Wad the ...

[ Waiting, Waiting, Waiting... Each day for my dream come true. ]

p.s. Next Mon: Mean Girls + Pasta @ Causeway Pt

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Thursday, July 15, 2004

Tele-tronic 8310

Arghz, wad happened to my wednesday? nth much was happening... i thot i stoned very well in class. I had 4 periods of AMATH. How fun could that be? Karis was unwell; Fever. It's the 1st time she leaned her head on my shoulder. I felt odd, of coz... only close frenz will do that. She's friendly, no doubt of that.

Sighz, we were reminded of tests again - Physics & Emath. well, that's life, gotta buck up now. I thot I was insane, I actually went to do DNT from 1:45 to 4:15pm. Oh manz, am i wasting time or making full use of my time? Can't be bothered nowadays.

Lately, been heading to LOT 1. I started to wonder what's interesting that attracted us there. Maybe it's the nearest shopping mall we have in cck. It's my 1st time out with Hui Yu, together with Yet WEi and Sandra. WE had some sTUpid jokes along the way. Sandra & Yet Wei were freaking obsessed with nutrition value. They did calculation and effectiveness of the slimming products, facial products, health (oral) products... Girlz... it's all abt dieting - eat well, stay trim n slim.

what irritated me of the day was actually my handphone. It has been with me fer yr - juz rite after it's advertised. THat made it 2yrs++. Yes, that's pretty long. A problem has occurred with it's keypad fucntion. I sweared i didnt drop it and have taken good care of it. *neelej* suggested repairing the keypad but my dad suggested change to 3100.

not to forget abt one fun thng we did todae. Sandra & I saw Weiling's bro, Wei Jie. He's getting more cute and handsome. Hey, that's nothing to laught at me. It's the fact, isn't it? He was smiling at us... Trying to disturb him, wondering if it's him. We decided to shout out his name. No doubts his eyes went searching for us. I love it man.

[ I want no prince charming, I want a knight, to protect me with all his might. ]

p.s. Avril Lavigne Rocks!

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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Torturous Punishment - Me or Him

It's another typical day with an extraordinary girlz, who has ultimate girl power in the universe. *crap* I actually focusing and studying MATH almost the entire day esp for 2hrs.

I seat beside Karis (new seating partner). It wasnt that bad but it's a torture for me. I have to be really quiet for i'm sitting at the extreme. I felt isolated. I wasnt that close to her. It's so hard to no joke, no crap and definately no fun.

Other than crushing my brain with all those math qns... i enjoy the time i had with my classmates while we were doing our work in the Learning Centre. It was great to have them ard, esp. it's a DUMD PLACE we were forced to go in. We had a gd luff without interferred by the teacher on shift.

The unforgettable moment shld be sms-ing after lunch break. I was delighted to receive *neelej* msg. tho' it came in at an inappropriate time but it turns out not to be. Mrs Slyvia gathered the teachers for an emergency meeting conducted by the HODs n HQ. That explains why the 1hr of lesson was wasted.

In contrary, we used it for our personal entertainment space. It has been sometime of this day we really enjoyed ourselves without restriction. We walk ard, speak out loud, sing, joke and even gambling. Not exactly gambling, just playing with cards. Ha.

*neelej* memtioned few days ago that his tough trng starting this wk. For the sake of winning the GOLD medal, he decided to work hard n play hard. It's tough on him or anybody in his shoes. I admire his spirit for I'm can't be as strong as him. He's mentally and physically prepared. THat's what i thot. We sms each other quite a few before i really settle down for a conversation with Wei Ling n Si Wei. Bascially TCS. My speciality? are u joking?

I always like the way when *neelej* was telling me how bad i treated him. esp. am luffing at his suffering. His trng shedule showed the lengthened duration. Poor boy. For his suffering is my happiness. He even qns that my heart is made of steel or iron. I really into playing along with him. We were bored honestly. He asked if I could call him after I reached home.

I did but he was having his trng. To go for lesson and later for trng, including his travelling back home. He will be worn out soon. Hope he will succeed what he aimed for. Even better, have a gd rest. altho' we didnt manage to tok over the phone and hear each other voice. He managed to leave a comeback msg for me.

The purpose of calling him: To know how I was doing in sch and How's life?

I know he cares (I feel it) but isnt it weird he asking it almost everydae? We always been sms each other nearly everyday. Maybe he juz can't find any thng to ask. But it seem none of us are bored abt doing it all over again. routine? maybe it has became one. I actually loving it. How i wish to hear his voice...

[ If honey is sweet, u will be more than that. ]

p.s. May I have my old partners back. perferably from where we were at the start of the yr.

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Monday, July 12, 2004

happenin not.

It's a dae with nth MUCH happening in my life. It seem unusual. Maybe it's Sunday. Whereby a new day going to start really soon.

Sean Pual said somethng that really annoys me. Business Admin? Waste time, try sumthng esle. THat was really straight forward. If i have no interest in what i'm pursuing it's ptless to go for sumthng i force to do. juz bcoz the way pple look at it n the economy demand. it's my life, i set the rules. Got it?

*neelej* msged me in msn, but i was tired to start a conversation. My brain was exhuasted from 5 long hrs of MATHs Problem Sums. I'm glad I'm finishing. We didn't msg each other the entire day as well. I was rushing into send one "gd nite" msg but hesitated. Maybe we shld give each other some break.

Well, my day seem kind of dull w/o him "appearing". all those MATH has keep him a distance from me. Does that mean I'm actually focusing in my studies. That's truly amazed me. I have succeded the first step, to resist temptation, to avoid time waster and... to ignore daydreaming. Nevertheless, I will do that after I done what I shld be doing. Prioritize, manz. Ha!

Ahem, actually *neelej* seem to be attractive may be because he older, mature and poise confidence in front of mie. Who wun want her man to be capable n definately faithful to her. I dun mean that he's mine but... he did capture my heart. *blushes*

[ Absence makes the heart fonder. ]

p.s. start each day with a smile and you'll be surprised.

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

sistaz.fun

Oh my god, the lazy part of miez decided to wake up late. It's 8.30am and aM still on my bed. Reluctantly, I dragged myself out of it and headed to the toilet. After a thorough washed, I still felt sleepy. A voice inside my head was telling miez this, "Skip DNT, forget abt it, todae is halfday!!"

Well,I did managed to get out of my house... and reached Keat Hong LRT Station by 10.45am. I was 1hr15mins late! I decided to go home. *neelej* msg did put on smiles on my face. Esp this msg, "Indian Lecturer who tried to speak English that ends up to be bollyhood style." That's really funny, I can even imagine it happening.

I was amazed by myself - to be bored! I almost flooded Wei Ling hP with msgs. I am feeling rather sorry for Wei Ling, as both of Alex & I had abandoned her.

We (A.T. and Wei Ling) met up later for at CCK MRT Middle platform. As usual, I was late! I was shocked to see LAC. He was trying to be close to Wei Ling, luckily she didn't give in to him. I guessed she managed to think thru' their relationship - He once had her for granted!

We went to watch "Spiderman 2". It was a great movie, it deserved a 5* rating from miez. The action packed movie was astonished! It was enlivening when Peter Parker (the spiderman) fell from high-rise buildings, saving an asian child from an apartment that its whole building caught fire, trying to stop a fast speed train from falling off the incomplete tracks and many more...

I simply love this movie. It does invovled the matter of heart - Peter Parker loves Mary Jane Watson! He went all out to save her from Dr. Otto Octavius who has became mad. Now, Spiderman was more stronger and determined to save the others esp. when Mary Jane was kidnapped. He also wanted to balance his dual indentities but his life has since became complicated after Uncle Ben's death.

M.J was delighted to know Peter's true identity. It was a twist when M.J. ran away from church (the day she held her wedding) to Peter's apartment. That moment really touches my heart... Well, Spiderman is out for more action, I believe M.J. will be there for him forever. Isnt that a Happy Ending?

What was I trying to do with the movie review? Sighz. Here comes the most exhilarating part: FUNFAIR!!! We tried the Cyclone & Metor... (can't remb)

These machines are the (so far) super dooper cool stress reliever!!! I felt better after all those screaming and shouting. I thought that Wei Ling felt the same way too. I knew she can't let go of LAC because they just broke up. She shouted what I wanted to say as well, I thanks god for giving miez her.

I was grateful to see a FUNFAIR! Even tho' I was laughing most of the time during the thrill. Deep inside I was yearning for love. A love that never be mine if I keep it inside of miez.

In conclusion, love requires courage but I chose to keep it inside miez. It's a choice I have made, blame nobody. I just want to be true to myself now, at this very moment (in front of the damn computer)

I LOVE U, *neelej*~!

[ Hates the idea of loneliness and the feeling to be abandoned. ]

p.s I Love my sistas too -> wad a long list to be listed here. But thanks Alex (my Da Jie) and Wei Ling (Da Jie's De Jie also my Da Da Jie)

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Friday, July 09, 2004

trials of love.n.fear.

It doesnt feel good to sit in front of Principal Office durin morning assembly. I was there as the school need clarification from my parents that I didn't skip school. I felt condemned as only the "bad" students will be "honour" a place there.

Without realizing, it's almost time for oral. Naturally, all of us are nervous. Inside the library was cold. Beside me are Hui Ling and Xiu Ru, they were dead anxious. We tried to keep our cool by reading some books from the library. It did help alittle for me.

After a long wait, it was my turn. The passage is consists of mixed feelings. Next, the examiers asked 2 qns of my interest: Volunteerism & E-mailing. I didn't expect it... Thanks to *neelej* prayer. Oh manz, love him even more!

Looking at the group of us (Yet Wei, Hannah, Kai Wei, Sherline, Karis, Shirley, Hui Ling, Jie Ying, Tai Gor, Maureen & Ms Koh), I'm indeed getting kind of worry for a few of them. Esp. Kai Wei, her suicidal thoughts are getting worst. She started venting her anger by kicking chairs n strangling herself. Sighz... She has changed so much since we graduated from primary.

Well, I saw Wei Ling with Nellie & Yee Leng, I guessed it's abt her BGR. Honestly, I do not want to see my sista having heart ache. Although, it's a painful decision. I hope she will be able to come up with the rite decision that is best for her.

At last, I'm Home... online has become part and parcel of my life. I really enjoy doing it so. aye, *skng* msged me earlier on. I doubt he looked for me all this while. It has been almost 2yr since we last seen each other @ 42th CLT intake POP. If he hasn't quarrelled with me, we will be together happily. I guessed my decision to try disappearance act on him was harsh.

When sch starts to end lessons late. It's getting kinda stressful for me to handle, life is like that. *neelej* is always so sweet and be there for me.

[ His prayers were like angels singing in the sky that touches my heart. ]

p.s. During the 4th round of changes in our seating arrangement, I was seperated from Greenie. W.E.F. Next Mon 12 July.

p.p.s. Chocolates makes miez feel horny!!!

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Thursday, July 08, 2004

Attempted Outta Sch

To start thngs out, I didn't skip sch todae and I'm namin "biological cycle" as *wadever*. It wasn't my fault not to know am hvin my *wadeva*. That explains all my insanity ytd - uncontrollable laughters n moodiness.

I had a stomache and reliazed I'm hvin *wadever* and of coz CRAMP - as usual. Damn. I'm left with no choice but to stay at home "working" as phillipino - tons of chores to be done. I went to several places, to deposit my cash, buy facial wash n repair a torch. I found it rather funny when I spoke to my mum.

Miez: Mummy, u gonna be late fer work if u not gonna hurry
Mum: It wun be any worst den u skipping sch
Miez: WAD!
Mum: *Evil GriNz*

The best part of the day was to communicate with *neelej*. He has always been a nice guy. Without hesitation, I told him about *wadever* cramp. I really don't care what he's thnking. However, his replies were rather amusing.

I can't believe he actually asked - I assume u're not in pain. Oh my god! aye, I can't remb how the running ard nake got started. He claimed it's more like I started it. I doubt so. Somehow, I became the expertize in bein *dirty* or nicely phrase: Open minded.

It was a surprised to receive his call, telling me how lame I was and if I am feelin any better. SooOoOOO sweet of him. w/O realizin I became his master of open-ness. He's a smart chap, easily enlightened.

[ How I wish this moment of care n love will last forever. ]

p.s. After 3 rounds of changes in our seating arrangement, I'm still with greenie!!!

p.p.s Tmlz is O's MT Oralz; feelin rather nervous!!!

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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

First Entry

It's a gd start off with P.E. which helped to relieve part of my stress accumulated this morning when i was doin my math hmwk @ 5am.

After 3 rounds of running, half an hr of frisbee (it's borin; not childish) I got rather depressed since. Maybe bcoz of the type of "breakfast" I had. (M&M peanuts + 7up @ 6am) Pretty cool breakfast I got.

I was unlucky and crazy enuff to luff @ my Biology teacher fer I not completin my theory - detention in return. THat's a kind gesture frM him tho'. I didnt feel quite good todae, moody is the word to describe it.

I must be insane, I actually volunteered to go out with Hannah, Yet Wei & Jin Hui to Bukit Gombak. Jin Hui decided to buy a box of contact lenses after broke her glasses. We walked passed this really small shop which sold Hello Kitty stuffs (Yet's fav cartoon). Immediately, her mind was occupied by the thot' of Hello Kitty. We bought some stickers in the end. Yet took her fav cartoon while I got PowerPuff gurlz that recommended by Jin.

THankfully, I managed to get my bUm outta my hse @ 8pm (initial timin: 5pm) to go HuiRu's hse to download my digital photoz. I was lonely thru'out the journey to & forth.

Surprisingly, a simple msg from *neelej* brightened up my mood @ that very moment. He was happy todae fer getting somethng he deserved. That's the reason why I have the urge to type this 1st entry.

[ If only I can be with him, to feel like him, then, I will know him betta. ]

p.s. wonderin who's my new seating partner... todae shall be the last time I sat beisde Wei Ling. I have started mizzin her... = ]

jamie was bouncin' @ 2:45 PM

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