trials of love.n.fear.

It doesnt feel good to sit in front of Principal Office durin morning assembly. I was there as the school need clarification from my parents that I didn't skip school. I felt condemned as only the "bad" students will be "honour" a place there.

Without realizing, it's almost time for oral. Naturally, all of us are nervous. Inside the library was cold. Beside me are Hui Ling and Xiu Ru, they were dead anxious. We tried to keep our cool by reading some books from the library. It did help alittle for me.

After a long wait, it was my turn. The passage is consists of mixed feelings. Next, the examiers asked 2 qns of my interest: Volunteerism & E-mailing. I didn't expect it... Thanks to *neelej* prayer. Oh manz, love him even more!

Looking at the group of us (Yet Wei, Hannah, Kai Wei, Sherline, Karis, Shirley, Hui Ling, Jie Ying, Tai Gor, Maureen & Ms Koh), I'm indeed getting kind of worry for a few of them. Esp. Kai Wei, her suicidal thoughts are getting worst. She started venting her anger by kicking chairs n strangling herself. Sighz... She has changed so much since we graduated from primary.

Well, I saw Wei Ling with Nellie & Yee Leng, I guessed it's abt her BGR. Honestly, I do not want to see my sista having heart ache. Although, it's a painful decision. I hope she will be able to come up with the rite decision that is best for her.

At last, I'm Home... online has become part and parcel of my life. I really enjoy doing it so. aye, *skng* msged me earlier on. I doubt he looked for me all this while. It has been almost 2yr since we last seen each other @ 42th CLT intake POP. If he hasn't quarrelled with me, we will be together happily. I guessed my decision to try disappearance act on him was harsh.

When sch starts to end lessons late. It's getting kinda stressful for me to handle, life is like that. *neelej* is always so sweet and be there for me.

[ His prayers were like angels singing in the sky that touches my heart. ]

p.s. During the 4th round of changes in our seating arrangement, I was seperated from Greenie. W.E.F. Next Mon 12 July.

p.p.s. Chocolates makes miez feel horny!!!