La vie est un voyage ; J'aime u

You Light Up My Life

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"

Never again to be all alone.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.
You, You light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong, when it feels so right
'Cause you, you light up my life.

jamie was bouncin' @ 8:29 PM

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Silent Holy Night

=== 5:26pm +++
Somerset MRT Ctrl StatN

=== 5:50pm - 6:50pm +++
35mins late for Kung Fu Hustle (movie). *imagine* theatre was full hse, in e center region & *zoom in* in e MIDDLE there were 2 seats. yepx, those were our seats. it's rude to interupt e audience so we decided to sit by e stairs (that's not retarded -- yet) a staff came in *spotcheck* found us. *spare ya details* We settled down behind EVERYONE literally. (if u were there --- we looked like retards) 0.0 gong fen|/>

he flashed out this small box to me. (what a way to give x'mas present under sucha situation) ok. I was surprised n i didnt prepare anythng. Movie was his treat TOO! hehex. Oh e movie, two thumbs-up. Watch it peeps~

=== 7:20pm - 10.00pm +++
arrvived @ e foot of fort canning park. finally made our way up n down e park to our "seats". it was a cool n christianity kinda x'mas bash. as am no longer a christian b4 i knw it, i cant sing-a-long those many holy songs. *argh* didnt knw those songs were POP n ROCK. Pretty much like it. We had snow spraying session (again fer him!). *spare ya details* there's LODI (or IDOL) com. their singing *wOhOoo* gOoooOood~ girls will be girls. the SCREAMING, yox damn LOUD. One guy seem to be on pill, he's TOO HIGH for e holy song. He looked like he's CLUBBIN. (-.-")

Did I memtion Andrew (wiv Mich) brought his doggie SOCK!!?? He attracted most of my attention from e CONCERT/BASH. I adore him!!! I like e way he showed his affection for me. I meant SOCK!!! The first time I met him, he immediately jumped on me & gave me a real sloppy KISS! *shOcked* thnk abt it now... it's *exciTin* 0.0gong fen|>/

=== Rest of e night +++
aHem. e FAREWELL was kinda drama backed @ fort canning park. All those handshakes n greetings. HmmMmm...

p.s OH he gave me a cHain (wiv my name craved on e plate) feR h/P. it's 925 silver, NICE! but 5letter & more = xtra charges. JAMIE, five!!! FOC. *CrapPy*

jamie was bouncin' @ 11:59 PM

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Friday, December 24, 2004

missin' 'em so muchie

After deciding to revive my blog, I realized I misses many part of my best friends' life. Ever since the start of CLT COZ, I seem to lose touch of my best buddies in school. It's undeniable I have been selfish to think of myself.

Hopefully, I didn't realize too late how much my best sistas have been thru'. I wanna be there with them, if only time permits. NCC is no doubt a time-consuming activity. *flash-back* All the beautiful memories we shared... all the jokes we cracked... some part of me can't let go to the day of releasing O lvl results.

I can imagine that moment, we are hugging, we are crying, the joy we hoping for and the disappointment we are unexpected of. Somehow, I'm not sure what kind of path I want to move on. Without them in my life, life is nth but a pinch of salt.

If only, we know how to live our life. If only, I know how to move on. If only, we will be together - friends forever. It's natural to have friends leaving and coming into your life. It's part and parcel of LIFE. It's life we are talking about.

We can never predict the future. We can live the day and cherish what we have. As for now, I will sms them saying how impt they are to me!

p.s. I do get alil' worry regardin o lvl results! *blehx*

jamie was bouncin' @ 5:59 PM

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

the helm of a simple love

On this day, 22/12/04, I'm blessed by our priest (Faiz) and we were pronouced *Online Couple*. It's a helluva romantic and simple ceremony with my LL dearie (Justin).

As we walked down the beach, hand in hand, we're beginning our new life chapter. We found a cool spot under the coconut tree, lied side by side and gazed at the stars. We listened to the waves, as if they were the band, celebrating our joys. The stars twinkled, equally as happy as we were. Forever. We promised.

Our love is simple. Our love is patient, kind and not self-seeking. Our love keeps no record of wrongs neither delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. Love never fails and there's always hope.

From that moment, I knw I have u for eternity. I love u.

jamie was bouncin' @ 10:54 PM

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

x'mas gift from Ernest

Dear Jamie,

I feel very lucky to knw and to have a friend like u. Thx for e encouragements u've given me on 22/11/04 night and I'll always remb it. U've made me believed in fate and I'll leave it to fate to decide my future path but deep within me, there will only be an angel who I had chosen and u knw who she is.

Believe in yourself and in whatever thngs u do. Once decided, try your very best to fulfil it. Do not care how ppl go abt looking at u but how u look abt yourself. Best of luck in whatever thngs u do and may god bless u.

Lastly, after some serious thoughts, I've decided and would like u to knw that I'll wait for u... Whatever decision that u will make will be alright with me coz' I just want u to be happy. But everytime when u are down, just remb that there will be someone out there who still cares and thnk abt u.

If u need any help anytime, feel free to approach me...

Ernest

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Oh ya, the above comes along with a furry blue bear. *speechless*

jamie was bouncin' @ 4:19 PM

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

The secret of self-esteem

Have you ever thought of...

The agony of inferiority:

I grew up thinking I'm dumb and stupid, compared to others, I do feel inferior. Reason/s - The school sucks, producing sucky students! Not only that, almost everyone is concerned of their looks. Pls stop denying - it's a fact! If you think you're ugly, you lose your confidence.

Okay, that's crap. Most importantly, recognise that you are not alone! C'mon, everyone is afriad of embarassment and ridicule! It will boost your ego and give you more confidence.

I'm talking about SELF - ESTEEM here.

We have to face our problem and try to solve it. What esle can be done? Compensate for our weaknesses and focus on our strengths. Yeah, that sounds good!

*Flash-back* Why I can't accept those peeps outta? Partially, I'm not confidence of myself and I don't know them well. Frankly speaking, it's strange "dating" someone you are unfamiliar with. *blehx* singlehood rocks, I'm still lovin' it~

p.s. I began to detest T.K. LEONG (Loser!) I never call anyone a "L", he's the first. I believe ppl outta can imagine how horrible this guy is. *let ya imagination run wild* hehx

jamie was bouncin' @ 4:45 PM

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

CLT coz review (random)

02/12/04 (thu)

I was backed to the arms of S3. We did teambuilding, it was fun but i missed the one with S5. *sigh* Being a left handed has lot of inconvience prospects. For an instance, LT Joel tied the wrong knot on the carribina for REPELLING. That resulted my rapid movement downwards from 4th storey high block. Luckily, Lian Kai (my saviour) was the assistant. Somehow, he saved me! He became my "bf". btw, he's Grace ex. *Oops* I molested him during parallel balance! hehx

p.s. I got a super big bruise n s/clt mazlinah helped me massaged!

09/12/04 (thu)

today was our POP. I enjoyed it alot, I took many photo with my good friends esp the girls! I adored them. We heard this rumour that ruben has a gd, if it's true he gonna get some ass kicking from us! Around 11:40pm, we had HELL NIGHT! It's the time we took revenge on our ap/c. clt WeiJie from S4 was horrible, he POURED water on me. I didnt even splash water on him yet.

p.s. That's many good moments I cant describe or remember immediately. But that wonderful feelings are kept in me forever!

11/12/04 (Sat)

Let's get to the bottomline:
KQ slept over @ JL's place, they talked till 3am & slept in the SAME ROOM. What happened behind closed doors was unknown. Both of them were eccentric, can't be trusted.

14/12/04 (tue)

It was the 2nd day of our aeromodelling course. I was assigned to be trained for our sch aeromodelling. Damn! Nonethless, just do it man! I had hands-on, it was cool. to some it was dumb. Well, whatever. towards the end of the session, we had TCS. Stupid discussion 7 I was accused to be a lesbian. What the H***~! T.K. Leong don't know what's a "vibrator". hahx

15/12/04 (wed)

We have been waiting for this moment of our clt course as well. It's to get our certificate of appointment as a clt. I met many of my seniors and either they have ORD or promoted to S/clt. Congrats & wish the best of their future endeavours. Part of the syndicate went out today. There's Kevin, Ronson, Kenneth, Me, Hajar, Alvin, Ika, Haz, Khair, Justin, Wai Yiu, Anthony & LT Ben. We cracked sick jokes, played @ arcade & took neoprint. Altho' it was a short span of 4hrs. Ben looked cute when he smile.

p.s. I don't thnk KQ & JL will have a happy ending. That's not being mean.

jamie was bouncin' @ 11:25 PM

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

faMe or FraMe?

I dared not claim to be the popular figure in 48th CLT course. But at least stop disturbing me by calling my name now & then. It gets really irritating. Fortunately, I was in a good mood so far to vent my anger on anyone.

Nonetheless, the "guessing" of Andrew likes me or not is finally revealed. Yes, he does! He pleaed me to consider him. Gosh, I'm getting really impatiented & annoyed. how am I supposed to tell he, as well to Ernest? I knew they are ready to face the fact of rejection. But I do feel the disappointment in them.

Ok, ytd our syndicate 5 opened up a mass chatbox in MSN. The group of us are going really crazy. There's bisexual on loose. The guys simply love "gay-ing". THere's this part when they typed: Alvin -> Jamie -> Nonis -> Jamie

My heart beats so fast, I'm running out of breath, that I'm panting soon. *exaggerate* anyw, ENJ is really nice & funny. The kind of guy I like but he needs to be taller! Gotta bk in for CLT coz soon. That's frustrating! Argh!

I believe I'm not a flower vase or somethng, so stop frame me at a corner or somewhere esle. That's insulting @ times.

jamie was bouncin' @ 2:30 PM

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