missin' 'em so muchie

After deciding to revive my blog, I realized I misses many part of my best friends' life. Ever since the start of CLT COZ, I seem to lose touch of my best buddies in school. It's undeniable I have been selfish to think of myself.

Hopefully, I didn't realize too late how much my best sistas have been thru'. I wanna be there with them, if only time permits. NCC is no doubt a time-consuming activity. *flash-back* All the beautiful memories we shared... all the jokes we cracked... some part of me can't let go to the day of releasing O lvl results.

I can imagine that moment, we are hugging, we are crying, the joy we hoping for and the disappointment we are unexpected of. Somehow, I'm not sure what kind of path I want to move on. Without them in my life, life is nth but a pinch of salt.

If only, we know how to live our life. If only, I know how to move on. If only, we will be together - friends forever. It's natural to have friends leaving and coming into your life. It's part and parcel of LIFE. It's life we are talking about.

We can never predict the future. We can live the day and cherish what we have. As for now, I will sms them saying how impt they are to me!

p.s. I do get alil' worry regardin o lvl results! *blehx*