La vie est un voyage ; J'aime u

improved get together...

Finally, tho not e most beloved friends are here yet, we had an enjoyable moment together. WE managed to convert Alex Da Jie into a Pool addict. Man who started to talk to us girls. Shawn the usual Mr Nice Guy, Sandy the more n more chio mummy and Wei Ling the more n more cute daddy. Alritex, plus mummy's lover Qing Shun. What kinda sentence construction am I using.

Anyw, this gathering has improved alot better than last time. Still remb the times we went out, it's like MAN VS WOMEN! It was horrible, everyone left after e movie. FIRM! Now, things has changed, first - Pool then Dinner n Arcade. We were so crazy. I likin it!

I told Bern N Daddy abt the guy who totally tarnished his image. THey told me to stay away n I shld knw wad's best for me. Yep, sounded like old folks. Definately I will heed their advices. I knw they are just like me. What's friends for afterall? = ) *wiNkx*

jamie was bouncin' @ 2:58 AM

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Tarnished Image...

You have absolutely tarnished your image in my mind. You were almost perfect, the one I will go for when the time is right. Unexpected, you are sucha person. Sorry, I been seeking your comfort. But there's a price to pay for, missing u for a wrong reason. Was it my mistake or was it yours? You are nth but a jerk, right now at this moment. How could you ever let yourself said sucha thng? Dont u feel shame @ all, @ all?

-enough- of your honesty. I had enough of all your honeyed words. Guys in e world are jerks. (I doubt I will ever trust a guy n get married) In a moment of anger, I said "guys are jerks".

Whichever the case, if you were joking, telling the truth or lying to me. It doesnt matter anymore. That's because, I dont want to be related to you - JERK!

I apologized if I have left you with the wrong impression. Fricking u, I'm not a hooker! Get away from me. There goes for the 3 bastards who approached me, be it I know u not. Hell u go. *cUrsin*

It's a sin to curse, but please be mindful of what you gonna say to a girl. Lastly, I'm not a hooker!

_byebye_ the boy who used to live inside me.

jamie was bouncin' @ 2:43 AM

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Bernard, My brother

The other day 21st Feb was Bernard Kor2 bday. We had a mini celebration, with his gd sista (mie) n ex crush (sandy). He treated me lunch n sorta stared @ mie in an alien way. I nv seen him doing that. (we were hving kfc) He said I'm gentle, even the way I ate chicken. Dots. I mean, does he expects me to snatch the wing n bit it just like that? Let's not say, I'm a girl, I mean all e ppl i know, ate e same way i did.

-thats it- After which, we had a long chat together, met up Sandy n headed for Pizza Hut. We watched "I do I do" as well. Doing simple stuffs but enjoyable. Life can be simple, if u knw how.

I hasnt been myself since the release of O's result is drawing nearer each time I thnk abt it. Maybe I'm a little stressed up. I hardly bothered abt ncc.

Heck care. Get a life_*

Let's tok abt Bernard.

A guy hoping for simple love. THere's nth wrong with him. Some girls just cant accept him. Maybe there's a lack of chemistry? Comfort? or they are being materialistic. I'm not sure. Life isnt fair, i know.

YiWen, went out with him on Valentine's Day, they almost GOT TOGETHER but YiWen decided to pull out from this mixed feelings. Yepx, Bern was disappointed but what can he do? Life still moves on. Too bad, boy. Ncie guy deserves a nice girl. It's only a matter of time. = )

jamie was bouncin' @ 2:25 AM

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Monday, February 21, 2005

Yearning fer love

When Mr E told me he likes me, I let him wait for me. When I feel like getting in love with him, I feel we are distance away from each other. Maybe I didnt catch hold e correct timing. We werent meant n ready for each other at the right time.

Thousand of hints (exaggerate), Million of care but all it needs is a few words from both of us. To say, "Let's get together." What seem so hard about it?

I remembered the times I worked @ lot1, during my remaining lunch/dinner breaks, i would go up to Popular bookstore n read up Chinese book. yes, it's love stories, beautiful love stories. On the cover page of e book, they have this nice saying that i would record inside my phone.

I had sent out a few to my close friends who's troubled by love. I'm not sure abt myself, pretty much alive alone. Even now i got a guy next to me, I do feel alittle weird. It could possibly be I'm used to loneliness or I'm wasnt ready for it. Whatever e case is, I just wanna be natural.

Well, I decided it's time ofr me to take a break from work. I been a workaholic long enough and have earned my 1st 1000bucks. I even went to rebond my hair n bought new clothes with e $ i earned. The feeling was great to pamper my tired soul.

All I really worry abt is actually GCE O lvl which is out probably on Fri 25th Feb. *Praying real hard to god*

jamie was bouncin' @ 12:12 AM

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Monday, February 14, 2005

flashback

It's a lonely valentine's dae, my heart's emptied with no love n no care. I'm missing myself, e gd old self. i'm getting afriad of changes in life, so much that I wanna run away. If life is simple for me to move on, I wont felt this terribly.

Did I memtion abt Greenie aka Daddy's birthdae on 7feb? H2O came together plus Si Wei (who's presence) n Alex (Da Jie) blessing fer her. We met up n gathered @ Esplanade, came up with a surprised celebration n present fer her. I guessed it was e most wonderful, romantic n an enjoyable night for her, as well fer us. it has been a long time since we enjoy life n get together. I missing my best friends n gang.

Sometime being someone esles is tough, the feeling can be unbearable. Maybe I trying to be perfect, but that's impossible. Maybe I tried too hard n I need a break. Maybe... Maybe...

jamie was bouncin' @ 12:06 AM

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

pinch of salt or was it jealousy?

i thnk am missin him badly, n i thnk i will move on n forget abt him. there's so much in life to know, to learn n to experience. I shant delay myself n wait for him. the feeling of waiting for that someone is tiring. Knowin who he loves deeply, does hurt me deeply.

End of everythng, as this new year begins...

The sales has ended in Centrepoint and I'm transferred to Lot1 for a week. 11 -17 feb '05. It happened to be HuMan's bdae. Too bad, a celebration that gonna -poof- no more. Hopefully, his sistas are able to do somethng for him. I started to miss everythng I had in Centrepoint, the routine, the food, the colleagues, certain ill treatment... n I'm stuck in sucha emotion that i'm missin HIM!

Well, one day I shall see thru the meaning of love... no one deserves to be lonely - that's e belief I'm holdin on. Ha. i realized it's true that Aries girls are full of fantasy thots - esp fairytale.

*Get a Life_
[[ seein u hangin out with many other girls, i cant help feelin jealous n heartache but I do believe in u when others dont. hvnt u realized... it's tiring to put up a strong front that I'm happy with my life and get a life outta mine! ]]

It's ChinEse NeW Year EvE... n fOr e saKe of NANA, I made a trip down to Robinsons n settle certAin stuffs. Cant she extend one more day for mie? Frickin slacker.

jamie was bouncin' @ 10:00 PM

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

my desire, my secret

i thnk I hv a crush on him. I thnk I need him to accompany me. I thnk he's nice. I thnk I seekin comfort from him. I thnk n I thnk.

what's e relationship between us? I dont care. I just wanna feel I am being care for. I need a sense of security. I need someone reliable to be my guy. Geez.

Well, I have friends but not e same feeling u are seeking. Alright, I thnk too muchie. anyw, I been working fer 2weeks plus, still alive n happy except certain times. I have a grp of fun loving colleague in my dept. My bernard kOrkOr, my Da Jie Da Daphne, Her dEar Yi Yang, Mei Li Jie, MummMy n many more... there are my schmates n best friend buddy. ha. am I startin a family there? Geex

Todae came a new permenant staff for Hagger. Damn she's takin the same bus with mie n ahlong. Sh*t. There were seats, lucky us today. But ahlong gave up his seat for her, meaning i sat with her while he sat opp. us. I dont want it to be that way. To be reallly friendly... I spoke to her durin e entire bus trip.

Finally, I'm opening up to my colleagues. I'm beginning to show my true color. MuhAHahaha *evil laughters* I wanna enjoy my last 2weeks happier esp with ahlOng. Sh*t again, why must that hagger staff come between us!!!!!!!!!?????

-signed off- reluctantly bcoz I'm lost of words to describe lotsa thng that has happened.

p.s. I'm a great listener n someone who keeps lotsa secret for colleagues n friends. Geez, am piling up sh*t. Wth. What's wrong with me todae? all e sh*tty thng comin out from me. Oh. I knw e reason, I hated Jian Wei todae for deleted my emergency no. earlier on. F*cker.

He's e 1st to make me scold vulgarity. Can u imagine how hard he tried to piss me? I'm very pissed off.

jamie was bouncin' @ 11:34 PM

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