flashback

It's a lonely valentine's dae, my heart's emptied with no love n no care. I'm missing myself, e gd old self. i'm getting afriad of changes in life, so much that I wanna run away. If life is simple for me to move on, I wont felt this terribly.

Did I memtion abt Greenie aka Daddy's birthdae on 7feb? H2O came together plus Si Wei (who's presence) n Alex (Da Jie) blessing fer her. We met up n gathered @ Esplanade, came up with a surprised celebration n present fer her. I guessed it was e most wonderful, romantic n an enjoyable night for her, as well fer us. it has been a long time since we enjoy life n get together. I missing my best friends n gang.

Sometime being someone esles is tough, the feeling can be unbearable. Maybe I trying to be perfect, but that's impossible. Maybe I tried too hard n I need a break. Maybe... Maybe...