First Day W/O Her

First Day w/o Her
overview: trying to be strong. Life moves on...

It's the 1st day, I knew she wasnt there anymore. Suddenly memories of her flashed into my mind. I cant stop thinking of her.

What I remember of her today:
- She helped Jeslyn with her BGR problems
- She was there when I cried in class. (twice)
- She offered me tissues and comforted me.
- She never failed to smile at us.
- We went to career fair together.
- We do our project work together
- We went to her house to prepare a music project.
- She was helpful n sweet.
- She didnt complaint at all...

Today, on the way to EL band, I saw the EL band she used to be, there was an empty seat. I walked this same corridor she used to every now and then. I saw her classroom, I remb how often I saw her go pass this door with Cindy.

Most of us are trying to be happier, but it seem so hard to pretend. I knew many of them can tell from our expression. We were devastated. Our eyes swollen...

Jun Rong told me. Thru her story, he learnt 4 thngs: Face it, Accept it, Overcome it and Letting go.

He was right, life has to move on, no matter how difficult ya life faces.

* i thank *neelej* for making the effort to call me up last nite, at least twice to check out i was fine. Thanks for hanging on with me. THanks for my frenz who feeling exactly like me. Let's go thru this together.*

[ Juz wanna u to be back, alive and happier. ]