Cold-Hearted Day

It's the 3rd day of Yean Choi death. Many of us are recovering from this sudden news. Yuan Ee was unable to handle this emotional stress. At last, she burst into tears. I felt like saying,"girl, move on..." but i can't. she was surrounded.

The next episode, focus on Kai Wei. She was totally devastated. SHe was locked up in the General Office with Hannah, Mrs Ram, Mrs Kua and others. It was horrifying. Kai Wei shaked the doors madly. We (Josephine, Yet Wei n I) were kept a distance away from the G.O. We forced to do that, so that we don't place false hope on her.

We were angry but it's beyond our control. I felt cold hearted towards this. I knew it's for her own good. But it's out of my reach to speak to her.

Yet Wei was under stressed too. We (Sandra, Alex, Wei Ling n I) decided to get her out to relax. We even took a couple of neoprints. It was fun throughtout the whole event. Especially after all these overwhelming stuffs going on lately in school.

I believed everyone, the teachers, 4/7 n 4/8 were exhausted of all these things. THose who don't feel the same are basically worst than me. THey are not sensitive to others feelings. Other than that, I rather keep it to myself. I truly cant feel anything much today. I felt lost and alone. I may need a break away from my fren.

To handle my personal emotions, than venting on others!!!!

*neelej* called but I was having dinner. It was thoughtful of him to call up and check on me again. We msged each other, I really thanks him for showering me all the care and concern I needed. At the right place during the right time.

[ The brightest starz shining tonight, must be u ,YC ]

p.s. don't why, Greenie can't seem to understand my thoughts. Cherie really hurts my feeling ytd. I wasnt harsh but was disappointed in her