Mournin fer u...

I was sick so I took a MC today. A news from a msg to my hp that going to change my life from that moment on.

My frenz, my (ex) classmate, has fell to her death ytd. I was shocked. It was unexpectable. It has been confirmed, it's a suicide case.

Lai Yean Choi, a new girl in class 2/10 (Jul 2002 onwards). A girl who managed to promote to express from NA. It's her 1st year in unity, she was from Malaysia. A soft spoken, sociable, caring and not to memtion sweet and attractive. The 1st time I met her, she was my seating partner. She's very good in CHINESE, and top the level.

THe 1st place we met for project work was CCK MRT Ctrl Station. Fancy I was late fer the 1st time. Yean Choi was patient. She waited fer an hr, no complaints. There was once a conflict, started by Kah Yin, Janet & Yean Choi cried b'coz Yean Choi topped the class in CHinese. Kah Yin was out to disturb and stir emotion in them.

Yean Choi told us, she came us b'coz her father wanted them to receive better education in conducive enivironment. He want them to realize them there's future here. Malaysia was too much of gangster for them. WE accepted her, we were friends, we chatted n we have laughters.

Finally, it's the end of sec 2, she made it to triple sci and she was close to Cindy. WE been hearing abt them.. since 2002 EOY Exam. they were close, they hang out... We knew she has changed... mixed with bad company.. but.. why... do she have to leave us THAT WAY.

it's TOO MUCH for us. All of us were so close together... even we went seperate ways. we are still friends. But why do u chose to leave us in tears? Isn't there anything worth living for? WE are here for you always. Once a fren forever a friend. It's never going to be undone. Your DEATH has scarred us, deep down in our heart. WE never going to see each other again.

There's so much thng left undone. There's so much words we yet to say. THere's so much thng we yet to show that we CARE! Why didn't u cherish us... give us just one more chance. did u THNK for us? What drives u to the extreme?

Do u know somethng? I used to thnk I wasnt committed in a friendship. I thot I wun care at all. But today, I cried for u. Will u ever realize that those who seem so distance from u, do care! WE do... but why? U left us so suddenly. You caught us unprepared.

To Yean Choi:

We always care, love and we accepted for who you are. You left us in a hurry. We respect your wish for doing it so. We forgive you for leaving us like that. you will always be remembered in our heart. Time will never crease u from our mind. You has changed our life, and loved us in return. On this day, we mourned for ya peace.

From Jamie.

*thanks Wei Ling & *neelej* for trying to cheer me up.*

[ Life's fragile and unpredictable. Once our live is scarred, it's never going to be the same. ]