Torturous Punishment - Me or Him

It's another typical day with an extraordinary girlz, who has ultimate girl power in the universe. *crap* I actually focusing and studying MATH almost the entire day esp for 2hrs.

I seat beside Karis (new seating partner). It wasnt that bad but it's a torture for me. I have to be really quiet for i'm sitting at the extreme. I felt isolated. I wasnt that close to her. It's so hard to no joke, no crap and definately no fun.

Other than crushing my brain with all those math qns... i enjoy the time i had with my classmates while we were doing our work in the Learning Centre. It was great to have them ard, esp. it's a DUMD PLACE we were forced to go in. We had a gd luff without interferred by the teacher on shift.

The unforgettable moment shld be sms-ing after lunch break. I was delighted to receive *neelej* msg. tho' it came in at an inappropriate time but it turns out not to be. Mrs Slyvia gathered the teachers for an emergency meeting conducted by the HODs n HQ. That explains why the 1hr of lesson was wasted.

In contrary, we used it for our personal entertainment space. It has been sometime of this day we really enjoyed ourselves without restriction. We walk ard, speak out loud, sing, joke and even gambling. Not exactly gambling, just playing with cards. Ha.

*neelej* memtioned few days ago that his tough trng starting this wk. For the sake of winning the GOLD medal, he decided to work hard n play hard. It's tough on him or anybody in his shoes. I admire his spirit for I'm can't be as strong as him. He's mentally and physically prepared. THat's what i thot. We sms each other quite a few before i really settle down for a conversation with Wei Ling n Si Wei. Bascially TCS. My speciality? are u joking?

I always like the way when *neelej* was telling me how bad i treated him. esp. am luffing at his suffering. His trng shedule showed the lengthened duration. Poor boy. For his suffering is my happiness. He even qns that my heart is made of steel or iron. I really into playing along with him. We were bored honestly. He asked if I could call him after I reached home.

I did but he was having his trng. To go for lesson and later for trng, including his travelling back home. He will be worn out soon. Hope he will succeed what he aimed for. Even better, have a gd rest. altho' we didnt manage to tok over the phone and hear each other voice. He managed to leave a comeback msg for me.

The purpose of calling him: To know how I was doing in sch and How's life?

I know he cares (I feel it) but isnt it weird he asking it almost everydae? We always been sms each other nearly everyday. Maybe he juz can't find any thng to ask. But it seem none of us are bored abt doing it all over again. routine? maybe it has became one. I actually loving it. How i wish to hear his voice...

[ If honey is sweet, u will be more than that. ]

p.s. May I have my old partners back. perferably from where we were at the start of the yr.