wrong crowd, confused mind

SHORT INTRO + SUMMARY:
Ho Zi Jian Steven, SP CE final yr, West SCLT (42th), 1984. The bottomline is HE's FREAKED ME! I never met (dun even remb seein him b4) someone who's so straightforward!

*Do u think fate is pulling us together & Mr Naughty Cupid has been giving u chances to see me? The day came, u got the chance and u knew me. Will u go all way out and say: I WANNA WOO U!? - U FREAKED ME n u knew it.

RECAP- How he knew me:
1st~ NCC DAE PARADE (I walked past him)
2nd~ NCC DAE DINNER (He sat in e next table to ours)
3rd~ 48th CLT Briefing (He's 1 of e instructor coming to 48th)
4th~ Friendster
5th~ Could it b ANGIE's work!?

*coughin* regardin e 3rd love confessN of e week, XS & Nich r truly "best" friends of a kind. YES! (of a kind) STOP LAUGHING @ ME! Wait till u got e taste of being woo & listening to sucha confession. I doubt e 2 of u can resist it.
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I'm just an average girl,
I dont find any attraction in myself.
Looking back @ e mirror,
I knew she's e special one in me.
But, lay in front of o's eyes,
thy special someone is never seen.
Thy girl only appears in reflection,
is never exist in reality.
thy moment o's thnk of love @ first sight
I was blinded not by your beauty but ya laughters
Are u e one they saw?

p.s. what e heck did I do to give gd deep impression? I dont even find myself outstanding or competenance, perhaps even attractive. What exactly went wrong? Personality traits or Appearance? Why Love always goes wrong n e wrong crowd came!?

p.p.s the right guy is always distant from ya love. sigh.