Wassup wid "relationship"

Honesty. That's one of the basic in a relationship bet. couples & friends. I'm really glad WKH said those things to me and gave me options. However, he's a bit pushy with his question. Sometimes, I really cant figure out what to answer him back.

All of the sudden, a thought flashed across my mind. What's so special about relationship that u wanted it so much? I'm getting nervous, I don't know the answer. I just want to rely on someone emotionally but not over dependent!

unfortunately, I grew up in a conservative family, my thoughts are not so open for a relationship. Due to family influence, a relationship supposedly to be innocent as much as I expected from the other halve. One day, WKH said somethng that really hurts me. in some way, I could be not innocent, but generalize me has disappointed me.

If there's a chance that we got back together, I really dont want to start where we left but all over again. Some bad memories had been imprinted in mind, cant be erased easily. This is because WHK always reminded me what I dont want to remb. It's quite saddening, isnt it? Up to this point, I really unsure of such *love issue*. This mind exhuastin n physically challenging (yet to be) game.

Well, it's really simple answering his question: there is yes or no. Whichever I choose, I trying not to regret it for I'm too young. Please forgive me, for my ignorance!

p.s. true love lasts a lifetime

[ a lover might not lasts but a fren do - - - *neelej* shall be a friend only from this moment onwards ]