under e name of love

I thought about it night and day, when will it be my time to call him mine? I closed my eyes, memories flashed back in my mind, those vision of happiness never seem to come back again. I paused to pray, hoping god shall listen to me. One fine day, the vision should back to reality, holding our hands as we walk down the street together.

If ignorance is a bliss, I guessed I was cursed. For as long I know, love is such a complicated thing that I wish to forget. It's sacred and I dared not touch. My heart will scattered and sank into depression if happiness should leave me again.

I chose to run away, I can't run that fast. Something is catching up and I cant shake it off. I dont want to fall into the trap of love! I dont want to be the fool!

Only I fell into it deeply, I was meant to be the fool. At that moment, it was my turn to be in the role. I knew I was not alone, for I'm not the first.

There is victim under the name of LOVE.

I am praying so loud, god are u listening? With my heart and soul, I exchange for happiness until eternity.