troubled daee

La vie est un voyage ; J'aime u

I thnk am getting way too cool that I'm becoming so quiet. I seeking for forgiveness to my quietness. I am no one but me.

I listened to 2 confessions ytd. It's unexpected to hear it from LWS & ST. I can't be bothered about ST coz he's a jerk I been hearing abt. My most concern is LWS, it never come across my mind he too... like me. That's the craziest thing in e world!

Each time I hv to reject a guy whom I believed to be my friend, it hurts me as much as I am to him. I do not like the feeling to hurt someone esp. I'm afraid to do so. However, if I chose not to do so, I might hurt him further.

To love and to be loved --- a sense of happiness but to love someone and not to be loved is tragic. I really caught in a dilemma. I just wanted some peace! It's true that if u like someone and failed to tell that person, u will never know if she/he loves u too.

BUT! I do not need so many ppl fallin in love with me.

I just need someone who:
Loves me - treat me good - cute! - have chemistry

If there's no chemistry, I'm afraid it's hard to sustain this relationship. Please forgive me, u know who u are...