pre-struggle

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Trying to be someone that you know your not
It gets harder everyday
All the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away

I know one day I'll get through this
I know one day we'll be done
I know one day I'll find a way
To see you
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ZY once told me, to avoid a guy because u knew he likes u is mean. I told him, it's cruel as much as I dont want my guy to treat me so. It's e only way to stop them from rejecting another girl.

*neelej* called me twice this morning, but I didnt answer. I was scared. Now he knew I like someone, but I dare not tell him who. He asked if I was angry at him, I dont know what he meant? I thought I shld hv let go...

p.s. no point struggling, I alr tried. If u just smile from now on...