where have simple love gone?

heya, I watched "wo de ye man shi jie" with cherie @ home todae. It was a touchin love story with a touch of hilarious moves. Never mind about the show, but I love those kind of guys who will stand by his girl always. He is someone who is true to his words.

I met many people in my 16 years on Earth. I knew many good friends and saw many Mr Right. My heart should accommodate one Mr special Right. However, I can't decide who I should go to. If I'm with this "Mr A", there will be a "Mr B" who seem much better. If thing went wrong with Mr A, I have lost Mr B already. It's really a tough choice. That's could be the lack of confidence in relationship. Thus, what's the point of having a few guy falling head over heels for u @ e same time.

I would rather... *imagine*
got the Mr Right, no temptation because he's the only who love me and I love him... isnt it the same as "wo de ye man nu you * shi jie" there will be only one! No matter life or death, u are still remembered. I want it that way, someone who could accept me and be with me.

Still, it's just a movie with made up scenerio - - - be realistic. I know is tough. I know *neelej* didnt forget about me, he msged me last night. I truly miss him - - - I guessed I do. I also began to realise I was not meant to be his, this one sided love of mine has slowly transformed to a likeness for him. He's someone I could LIKE but not LOVE!

I believe GOD will send the Mr Special Right to me... someday and I am waiting

[ I would bury this love, continue my liking for you than to hear u say I dont love u. ]

p.s. I'm missing many things arnd me - - - fond memories of my life