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    Saturday, October 23, 2004

    The LAST LAP in UNITY

    I'm no longer an unitian - - - Missin' u peeps alr

    The 1st moment I wanted to cry, but the feeling was not there. Maybe I was feeling numbed or things just happened too fast that I'm graduated yesterday night. I need time to adjust my mood. I realized I do care about everything around. I will miss those people --- I called "friends". To my surprise, I ended up now [evening] when I d/l e photos into my computer. Altho' it doesnt have all e photo of everyone I knew, the feeling is there now.

    The real moment I wanted to cry, was upon hearing "Yean Choi" name from Yee Leng during dinner. I tried so hard to cover it up or esle Wei Ling, Sandra, Alex & Yee Leng will start consoling and think of her. Especially, we were so near her place. Well, she almost graduate yesterday with us. What's left inside our minds are memories of happy times and our class photo. I miss her so much and I know Yuan Ee and gang felt the same way too. She almost make it!!!

    The whole ceremony was indescrible, our mood went high and low, from joy, awkward to saddening farewell. There's so much we wanted to say to our teachers for being there. I really don't want to disappoint them. I really want to do well for O's. I hate myself from panicking and I sweared this shall not happen again!

    After 4years, I finally received my 1st medal from Unity. This concluded my disappointment all these while. From losing annual shooting com and running in 4th in every race were depressing. The pressure was high during the com. and the efforts was drained. This medal altho was craved "VIP" award, in my heart it is more than that.

    For the first time, I felt that I did learn something out from this school. The value they taught us, I will bring it forward. This reminded me that I had wasted my 6 years in primary school. I really hope to start all over again --- in my next life time. To be a better and happier someone. Also, to have met my best friends again all from 48!!! maybe kick away some guys! *giggleS*

    p.s Now I have no regret for not earning a medal, altho' it's not a national honor but the effort was regonised! Thank you so much.

    jamie was bouncin' @ 6:41 PM

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