Fairy God"mother:"

It's almost 5days since I contacted *neelej*. Everytime I thought of giving him up, he would appeared from nowhere. Especially, when I need bits of love and care from someone I really like. He's there for me by default. I wonder if it's fate/telepathy but it's seem to be a fairy tale. If I am upset, he illustrated a fairy god mother who would show up and console me. There he's today when I felt sick. The pain was unbearable, I tried to tolerate and I was in pain for 19hrs since last night. I have too much gastric juice in my stomach. Yet Wei even suggested eating soap to neutralise my acidic stomach. *Geez*

*neelej* is somehow unhappy with the girl he likes. He said, "What's the use of treating her nice? Treating me like her servent. She's taking things for granted" I knew it's kind of sad to hear that from him. I wonder should he counts himself lucky or whatever. He always seem to know my needs but I'm disappointed that I hardly know his.

If you like someone, sometimes certain things are overlooked. In my case, I guessed I did overlook as I fell into unconscious happiness. He know about me could means he's treating me as a friend. Let's not be greedy at this critical moment (when O's is ard e corner), I'm contented he's still my friend. The least I am doing for him is to listen to him whenever he needs someone to.

[Thanks for being there when we needed each other, your encouragment is truly appreciated]

p.s. Why bio and social clashed? Stupid school man!

p.p.s Why did those JCs I want to visit falls on e same day? *very funny*

p.p.p.s Trying too hard not to "laugh", *ouch...* my stomach!