"Stupid" boy(s)

I feel like slapping LWS if he's talking to me face to face earlier on. How could he made fun of people who have suicided! Not as if he doesnt know about YC. I'm really disappointed about him, I have ignored him. He knew I'm angry and he apologized but I simply can't accept it. YC is not forgotten, I still remember her smiles and all the nice things she did for us. Esp her bdae has just over, the memories of her was brought even closer to our mind! The pain lives in us won't go away, not so soon I believed.

I told *neelej*, he don't mind slapping him for me. I knew he's trying to take this chance to vent his anger on him. He hates/dislikes/despises LWS? Whichever it is... I can't be bothered about him anymore! *neelej* told me that his friend betrayed him & forwarded a "I Love U" msg to her using his phone. I guessed he panicked and assured her it's a prank. He might have let go of her. I knew he's upset about it otherwise his nick wouldn't be "u all r not me, none of u understand how I feel". I concluded that b'coz it hasnt changed his nick for half a year!

He just love saying I'm wasting my time, he's always disturbing me about the choices I made. I can't always follow his way of thinking or what he wants me to do. It's so weird, isnt it? He's not even my bf! Ha! Precisely the case! Why so upset about my decision?

JC is not a waste of time, is a sch of appreciating memorizing art! how could he say is STUPID & my bet is STUPID! He lacks of motivation, it must be! He said that was stupidity. Oh my god, he's really getting on my nerves. I don't see anything good on Electrical stuffs! *blehx* I could foretell he will be electified! Ha! Mean* That's my second name!

"How would I know" (*neelej*) to "Who am I to u to..." (me!) doesnt he knows he's playing around with my feelings? It's a form of giving out wrong signal to me? he said he treats everybody the same... I'm not sure and I can't be bothered for now. Well, studies first! *smilex*

[I'm glad I wasn't forgotten, either did u. I appreciate everyone, even they have gone - cherish them while u can...]

p.s. *neelej* as a NCC CLT, u better wake up from ya idea & stop saying stupid. That's must be ya second name. STUPID BOY! *heex*