different degree of needs

I wasnt really happy actually although my msges might sound like I am! *neelej* went out with THAT GIRL to a movie (Yes. only 2). no doubts at all, I'm envious. (Jealousy is rather negative). I still wish him all the best to woo THAT GIRL. But he insisted it was over, they shall be friends forever. (Forever is a lie).

I can't imagine if he's watching an action-packed movie (Jackie Chan!) while LOOKING at HER drooling. Well, it's understandable that he looked at her not drooled over her. *heex* that would be funny man. I asked if he did, he didnt but was enjoying both the movie & her. What a greeeeeeeeedy boy, trying to make his money worthwhile. That's so cute~! (ok it's funny and it's outrageous but not cute to u peeps outta)

I'm really glad that I have many good friends by my side when I'm having heartache. ICB is jealous that *neelej* is lucky to have somebody liking him so much. ICB loves CL and he's going crazy over her. *heex* However, heartache & loneliness are not what friends are able to provide or to fill it up. It's a different kind of needs. But I'm still glad to have that from them esp from Mummy & Daddy.

[ If I confess to you one day, I might not like you anymore. You might started liking me but you have missed the chance then. ]

p.s. I have decided after CLT COZ (15 Dec 2004) if he's not attached, I will confess!