my illusion, my desire.

I dreamt of him last nite. I dreamt that he was with me. We were walking down this beautiful place, with our children holding our hands. We went to a nearby playground, watching our child having fun. Suddenly, he gave me a hug and a kiss on the lips. He said, "thanks, dear. For everything u hv done for me." I was surprised and was touched by his words. That was a very sweet thing to do.

Backed at home, he started playing piano... the melody was light hearted. I felt the warmth coming from his tunes and this home we created with our hands. It is our future together with our adorable children. Each night, he never failed to tuck them to sleep, talk to me... enjoying our world... understand what we have been thru' each day. I saw that our love was ever lasting...

He was working really hard in his career, he's not the sole breadwinner... but he's trying to give us all he could afford. We were practical, we knew what we wanted in our life. I was glad to have such a hubby.

during weekend, he brought us to swimming complex. He was teaching our 4yr old son swimming. He was a gd swimmer himself. Yes, he play gd piano too. What a talented man I hv got. We enjoyed ourselves there... we even planned to go to the beach next week...

Time really flies... it was our 10th wedding anniversary, he brought me to a special place, instead of the usual place. We went to a pub... yes we were clubbing. He snatched the microphone, shouted across the dancefloor. He shouted, " I love u,dear. Happy 10th anniversay. Love me forever will u? bcoz I will to u." I burst into tears, there wasnt any words to decribe my joy.

My love with him... juz continue..... I duno the ending.. but i know it will be a happy ending. May it will come true...

Back to reality, he msg me all of the sudden... really miss him lately. He was bz. I was surprised when he sae he just came back from piano lesson. I knew he took piano lesson.. but didnt know he's still taking it now. Thot he learnt it when he was a child. Well.. he isnt that old to learn sumthing.. so... wadever. Feel like luffing at him.. but.. cant bear to. hehe..

the dream... the illusion..may become reality...

If we like each other.. n fate allows it... Love is definately worth the wait.