the day i felt lost...

Am I lost or I am lost in my own world? Everyone knew it was a fact that we cant changed the sch policy and the result released todae. All I could said was that,"I am contented but I'm not satified!" It's 2 grades below my standard and expectation. It's atrocious, I shld get the better.

B3 is not my destiny for MT O LVL. A distinction for oral was what I wanted. Which ever the case was... I am disappointed. I am upset. I felt stressful. Why did I have so many subject to cope with? All these questions just popped into my head.

I have edited my priority and target setting. I maybe ridiculous I trying very hard to achieve it. Even it doesnt achieve by the end of O lvl. At least I tried to work towards the goal.

Priority Grade
ENGLISH B3
BIOLOGY A2
E-MATH A2
HUMANITIES A2
DNT A2
PHYSICS B3
A-MATH B4
CHINESE B3

wadever.wadever.wadever. so long i tried so long i tried so long wadever shit i am doing. I wanna to do what I never achieved b4 - to be the best that we can be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ I believed If i can achieve my dream my expectations so much that it will come true If i wanted it badly enough.]

Thanks *neelej* fer being there for me. He's always ther when i needed someone. What more can I ask frm a friend that i like? THanks god for given me someone like him.